I have known u for a 2 years, but I feel like Iíve known u for a lifetime. Time seems to fly when Iím with u Ė I guess that happens when uíre happy. Itís hard to believe dat I juz met u when I did. I think maybe it was like at first sight. I juz knew instantly that I wanted to be yours. I wanted to give all of myself to u. I wanted u to love every part of me, d things I loved about myself, my imperfections, flaws n all. .
I felt like wanting to absorb everything about u n all u knew. But I had my insecurities; I was scared that I was not good enough for u: dat I was too ugly, or different to be yours. I was even hoping dat u didnít have a girlfriend or liked anyone yet. Iíve had my feelings flung around, stomped on, spat on and worse. I didnít want any of that from u. .
The more I got to know u, d more I grew to love d person u r. I wanted 2 blurt out ďsaranghaeyoĒ to ur face n hold ur hands. From ur sweet n innocent kisses, to ur stunning eyes n luscious lips, I wanted it all. From ur shy personality to ur tight hugs n the breathtaking music u play. I wouldíve given my everything, my world, my life savings, my family and friends juz to have u for a minute. .
U make me feel all warm n fuzzy inside. Sometimes I wish time could stop so dat I could be with u longer, other times I wish it would go quickly so dat I could experience more with u..
I have a fear Ė funnily itís d fear of gaining ur heart n ur love. Iím scared dat once I have it, it will be snatched away from me Ė dat u will not like everything about me, dat uíll mock a side of me or an imperfection I have. .
All I know is dat I juz want to be with u. .
I know dat u must be lost as it is something dat is new to u, but I want to tell u rite now, dat I will not hurt u. I will cherish n love u. I will cater to u day n night n bring u anything u yearn for. .
U juz bring out d bez of me. Like I said, ďI think Iím falling for uĒ. .
^^ 170707 ^^